((*..i'd give it all, i'd for give us..*))

 -...i'd give anything...but i won't give up...-

....you know...
......that i love you....
......i have loved you all along....
......and i miss you.......
......been far away for far too long.....
......i keep dreaming you'll be with me, and you'll never go......
......stop breathing if i don't see you anymore....

soo..i FINALLY sent out dereks package...!! and since its gonna take about two weeks, i put in a little extra ((CORNY)) stuff, being it'll be around *Valentines Day* by the time it gets there!!! kk well i had to send him some pants and a hoodie from his room! (couldn't find one of the pair...so i bought a new similar pair for him) and then i stuck lil notes in each of them...b/c im suuuuch a loserO! haha and a cute lil funny v-day card...b/c im a jokster :D ((we can NEVER be serious)) haha and some hershey KISSES! :D YUMMY!! i dunno... i couldnt' think of anything else...b/c anything he sends...has to be brought back with him..and trust me..his bags were already FULL!! haha oh well..i tried!! right?!? anywho...talked to my luver yesterday! :D he's gettin sick tho..poor baby!!! And that lady (the one who checks up on all the military boys wives and stuff) called me and was like...just checkin on you...seeing how you are without your finace ((before it was your husband...or you and your kids)) HAHAHA...i tried to explain to her...that hes just my bf...not my husband, or fiance, or anything about kida lol....but oh well! it sounds kinda nice ;) hm...besides that...lots of school and work!!! im stuck working friday night...so no phone call :( booo! oh well tho...TWO more weeks and TOBY KEITH CONCERT..here i come!!! i'm soo excited..and then the next month..>NICKELBACK< woo hoo!!! bring on the good times!!! :D anywho...math is callin my name....and i sooo HATE it!!! **CHARLIE..you needa come tutor me** ;) haha

         -...it's always good to have great friends in the worse of times...-

hm....so far my weekend has been GREAT!!! couple stories....lets see here....

at work on wed. night...i had a great BIG LAUGH!!!! ladies and gentleman..meet the idiots of the food business so far! so i waited on this group of four youngins!!! i bring them there food..get refils...pretty much do more then i should've ever bothered with! i go back to ask them how it was or if they need boxes...and this girl is holding a PAPER TOWEL TO HER LIP ((like dabbing it)) haha dumbest comment i've heard so far...ready for it...."do ya'll write up accident reports"...huh, why? "b/c i burnt my lip on my food..it was too HOT" HAHAAHHAHAHA for one...this isn't mcdonalds...ppl usually complain about their food being COLD..lol for two....accident reports are something employees are gonna right up...not dum ass customers that should be eating fast food, instead of fine dine!!!! but whatever...so my rude, smart ass responds "i don't think so, but i can go get a manager for you, but i doubt he's gonna do anything for a burnt lip" and she gets all pissed and so i ask him to go over! haha he was soo mad at that girl....and she eded up leaving me a NICKLE and a PENNY!!! haha BIATCH!!!!!!!!!!!

haha kk whatever..i thought it was hilarious...so LAUGH biatches!!! as for my weekend...today was awesome!!! finally got outta the house and had some FUN! registered for graduation today ((so fingers crossed i pass all my classes)) and then i went tannign..woohoo! felt nice and def. RELAXING!! anywho...hugn out with stephanie at the boardwalk and the mall for a bit!!! got to FINALLY talk with my buddy justin up at hollister..i miss seeing him around!!! so if ya read this...you needa hang out with my loser self!!! haha THEEEEN.....me, stephanie, and greg went and got ***SUSHI*** haha i never thought ina million years that i would ever ever ever eat that crap..but i've always said i'd try anything once! :D and it wasn't tooo bad...until the about the fifth one...when i finally just *GAGED* and spit it out!! haha!!! but i tried...be PROUD! lol then we went to see "ANNAPOLIS" which by the way is an awesome movie!!!! kinda sad...but very good!!! if ya like them kinda movies ((navy/boxing)) i dunno...i've just been into them lately! then my wonderful luver called me at the end!!! and like a RETARD....i leave the movies down the wrong side..and had to run in front of everyone haha!!! but anything to talk to my baby!!! i miss him alot...somedays almost too much! :( but i only have 14 weeks left..right!!! hm...then COLD STONE...for some much needed ice cream..and a country singing ride home!! haha GREAT DAY for a long two weeks!!! def. have to say this is getting a little better when i have such great friends to reaasure me!!! :D

...alright...so im done for now...i have a boring, and unneeded meeting for work in the morning....so im off to bed!! i just felt like sharing my exciting day with somebody!!! so yup.......leesa.out.!